2 Weeks, Briefly (11/18 - 11/30)
I truly work hard to be positive, even as I record the very hard. I couldn't do it last week. So I didn't write at all. (If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all.) But, my depression/anxiety meds have been increased; I'm starting to feel the effects; and I've had a miracle or two that I've been able to identify. I think I can say something nice. We did, in fact, share ever-so-may things to be thankful for this month. We are blessed. Very little formal schooling has been happening. Quite simply, I ran out of the emotional, mental, spiritual, and physical reserves that I've always been able to call on to keep going in spite of the challenges around us. Not even our beloved routines were enough in the power of the exhaustion that took me down. We did keep morning, meal, and bedtime routines intact, however. But that was almost all I could manage, and that was due to the fact that Sir Walter Scott has been home on FMLA ...